Category Archives: Spoons

Turning over a new leaf…

I spent the last quarter of 2017 mostly sick and unable to do much of anything other than drag my sorry ass back and forth to work. Now that we’re in 2018, although I was sick again at the start of the year, I am feeling much better and I am pleased to say I’m “back on plan”.

That’s right. Back “on plan” means meal plan, exercise plan, etc. About 6 years ago, I ballooned up to my heaviest weight ever: 403.4 lbs. Yikes, right? Yeah, I’m putting that out there on the internet. Screw it. I have nothing to hide. Hell, I’m a big girl — there’s no hiding that. So, 5 years ago, give or take a few months, I decided to do something about it. Continue reading Turning over a new leaf…


Spent alllll the spoons today

When living with chronic pain and mental health issues, one must remember to forgive oneself. This is something I tend to forget. And I end up apologizing for a lot of what I feel are my “failings”. One of the worst ones for me is housework.   Continue reading Spent alllll the spoons today